
The Lord is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, My God, my rock, in whom I take refuge; My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. Psalm 18:2
This oil painting is 10” x 20” and symbolically represents my relationship with those I love and those who love me. God the father (The large rock at the top) shelters, protects me, hides me from harm because of His love for me. Jesus (The second largest rock, entering the picture plane from the lower left) is my constant support and a perfect example of how life should be lived. The next two largest stones are similar but slightly different. The less perfect one (on the right) represents me. The more perfect one that touches both of the larger rocks, well, it represents the Holy Spirit, my comforter who is always with me. The smaller stones behind are my family and friends (always supportive and patient with me as I attempt to get “it” right). In the darkest part of the painting there are rocks that represent my sins (They are many and always there to remind me of my failings). Please note that the Holy Spirit is firmly positioned between me and my mistakes. Entering the picture plane from the upper left side, there is a plain, nondescript stone (It looks deceptively normal dosen’t It?) that represents both my past and the deceiver (Satan himself). Please notice that it (He) is completely blocked by the rocks that represent all three branches of the Holy Trinity. I am hidden, protected by them. When I rely on them I am free from the control evil used to have over me.
There is a safe place from all the craziness that keeps attacking my spirit. It has been freely provided and the peace I find there is immeasurable. I find comfort by hiding in the shadow of the love my Savior has cast on me. He has never failed to intercede and ask God to remember me. All I have to do is spend prayer time talking to Him about my sin, my pain, my temptations. He always provides better alternatives than the ones I could have produced for myself. The comfort that come from living in a spiritual safe place gives me courage to try to tell the world what has been done for me.
What a friend we have in Jesus
All our sins and griefs to bear
And what a privilege to carry
Everything to God in prayer
Oh, what peace we often forfeit
Oh, what needless pain we bear
All because we do not carry
Everything to God in prayer
Have we trials and temptations?
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged
Take it to the Lord in prayer
Can we find a friend so faithful
Who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness
Take it to the Lord in prayer
Songwriters: Charles Crozat Converse / Joseph Scriven
I spent much of my life disappointed in unfulfilling relationships but when I finally surrendered, gave up my will and in its place allowed exceptance of whatever God has planned for me, I found peace. I am a sinful wretch forgiven by God and he hides, shelters and protects me from the world and from myself. Now all of my relationships are measured by the one I have with Christ. I am loved, forgiven and cared for. Therefore, I now have the privilege to love, forgive and care for others. It is all much easier now that I have Christ as a perfect model to follow. Don’t get me wrong. I still struggle. I am human not divine as He was. When I get “it” wrong (It happens all the time) I no longer have to waste time beating myself up. If God can forgive me, I can forgive myself and move on to the next challenge. That’s a much better real-life model than wallowing in self-recriminations and despair the way I used to.
I have learned that joy and happiness are not the same thing. Happiness, a temporary state, is easily ruined by the constant onslaught of the evil that we face each day. However, the joy that comes from knowing God through a relationship with his Son, Jesus, is permanent and boundless. Things may not always turn out the way I would prefer, but my God is bigger than my disappointments and my failings. He protects me from my own inadequacies. He is enough for me.
There are four more paintings in this series. I hope to have them finished soon. I will share them when they are. Until then, rock on!